How should I put everything together and say it here ?
thinking…its rather a HOT day.. pretty sure people will agree with today’s weather..probably raining right now but manage to get home safely even though it was drizzling
f only he had sent me home today.. it has been a really long time since he walked me home.. i miss it :( but its alright! at least he checked that I reached home safely and that already makes me really happy as it shows that he is rather concern :DD its just so strange how he has this one thing about him that makes me fall hard for him when we first met even though many things had happened between us but we just somehow leave those bad past go and continue to be friends.. I don’t get how he is always able to forgive me even though I treated him so badly .. I really want to make it up for what I did to him and to make sure that I don’t repeat the same mistakes to hurt him because of the past I most probably made scars on his heart </3 IF I was given a chance I would really wanna treat him like he’s the world to me.
However I still wonder why he still hangs out with me despite what I did to him with those nasty things I said. Then again I said everything out of anger and ended up hurting him. I really wish that I could erase what happen. But what’s done is done. Those little things that he does…like what happened when we were at the library earlier on…playing with the artificial grass patch and plucking it , throwing it at each other. Seeing that smile on his face today made me really happy although this isn’t how he is usually. It’s really cute how he actually smiles and act gay in front of me trying to imitate me like today HAHAHA! :) while I put my hand on my stomach complaining about my stomach growling and he imitated me a few times looking damn gay BUT FUNNY ! <3<3 and the he flicked his ring…it his straight onto my forehead and hurt a little.. when he took my phone I was about to grab he like ‘back hugging’ in a way but my other friend was there so it will probably be weird if I did that so I had to maintain abit :/
I want to continue and have such fond memories of us spending time together (:
NO MORE AWKWARDNESS BETWEEN US PLEASE!!
I’m willing to wait for the right moment..I guess there really is such a thing called ‘love at first sight’ and I hope so too! <3
Be. My. Kryptonitezxc.
It’s been a long time since I blogged something in tumblr… even worst was that I barely write anything in my diary already… its been like 1 month ++ since I wrote anything in it but its beside my bed… Kinda sleep with it I guess…
Recently had my CA, just got back my E & A MATH paper today and i failed my Amath so damn badly…but i passed my Emath with flying colours… That’s just so weird…I don’t even know how I fail my Amath so badly..
Not only that… other things also happened …and it’s just about this boy that I knew last year… He has been liking me for more than half a year. Nothing started between us though, but we’ve fought and had weird arguments with each other. It happened quite a few times already. And whenever those fight occurred, I’ll treat him like a thrash and kick him one side…Not physically though.
However, he isn’t that kind of person who would just give up on you so easily which is sometimes a good and a bad thing. I mean its sweet for someone to go after you and then no matter how bad you treat them …they’ll stay by your side. But if you don’t have that kind of same feeling it would sometimes lead him to false hopes. Sometimes it’s due to the fact that you don’t want to hurt them more but in the end we just ended up hurting them more….ANOTHER WORST THING IS WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW IF YOU LIKE HIM OR NOT… I guess he is that persistent since he is willing to wait for that girl for maybe 2 years more or so~
I appreciate that he is trying to change for the better but whenever he starts becoming toooooooo egoistic … it annoys me… its like going overboard.
I can’t even make up my mind whether I should give him another chance or not… or did that already happen since i started talking to him again recently?? even when we argued previously and said that we should remain as strangers… I’m pretty sure that doesn’t seem to be that case. Neither did I cry when I saw him, even though I said I would…
But after so long, I’ve forgotten what I even said to him when we argued…It’s just so damn weird… usually I’ll remember things that I do and things that had happened…but it doesn’t seem to be the case when we became okay with each other…
I saw this creative makeup and just had to share!
MUA - Sandra Holmbom made her lips look like an eye! Sandra even added eyelashes on to her lips to make the “eye” appear more realistic - Love it!
THIS GAVE ME A SHOCK :/
Hey :) Its been a really long time since I really blog so .. My week has been really crazy ..totally had its Ups & Downs…Alot of crappy things have been happening actually…
But Life Still Has To Keep Going On, We Have To Get Back On Our Feet … No Matter What !! (:
AND TO ALWAYS KEEP SMILING :DD!
Sometimes .. things may really get out of hand and you just don’t know what to do.. Worst parts are when you’re not too sure if you should trust a particular person..:/
I’m really grateful for those friends that have always been there for me and comforting me whenever I was feeling really down and depressed…
I LOVE YOUS GUYS LOTS AND LOTS MORE!! <333 muacks!
#SHOUTOUT TO MY BESTIES Ryan & Qistina , My awesome darling Allison, and Aaron & FERNNY HAHA :)) , SUPER LOVABLE PARTNERS - Caitlin & Lydia <33
THANKS FOR ALWAYS MAKING MY DAY <33
Its really helps getting me distracted from complicated love shits.. which totally ruins my mood .. ughh
Anyways, CNY is coming soon, I HAVE SO GOTTA GET RID OF THE SUNBURN SKIN ON MY FACE!!!!
ok, ending my blogging here for today :)
Rejoice in HOPE,
Be patient in Tribulation
Be constant in Prayer
Hey guys! (:
Awhile ago, I read one of friend’s blog .. but I’m not really close with her..In fact, I don’t really like her much. I know this is immature but yeah..
So if anyone out there who is reading this and still thinks I’m immature, go ahead. I won’t stop you, because whatever I’m saying here won’t stop who I really am.
Okay so here goes nothing. Lately, I’ve been feeling alittle crappy as to what I’m going through right now. Having to make decisions is really hard, we don’t even know which is the right path to go through.
Before mass today, Mr Chiang taught the school something really important as to have ‘Faith in the Lord’ and also Father Simon shared about having to make decisions in life. Both of this things that Mr Chiang and Father Simon shared with me has really struck me. But at some point, I still feel confused as to which one I should choose.
Currently talking with my Bestie ! (: He always manages to cheer me up whenever I’m feeling really down. Although I may not share every single thing in details but he would still try to help me and solve my problems and I’m very glad to have known him despite the fact that we only know each other for a month or so ?
I’m really grateful for what God has let me encountered in life to make me stronger and also to have met a guy bestfriend like Ryan even though he may be younger than me by a year :D