so today, I went for mass and there was 1st holy communion for the primary 3 kids. The way Father acted and all that abit retarded but the things he said made sense. One of it was about how parents shouldn’t corner their kids, this will only make them escape by lying. Once they learn to lie, it will happened again the second time, so on and so forth. The other thing was about how the Lord is in us, so are we in him. Mass ended later than usual. Headed to Cabin for sessions. But waited for the rest to come, then I went to buy some food and drinks.
While walking back, I was talking to a friend if she saw him, and she did but didn’t know where he disappeared to. Walking through the playground, I saw him. HEHEHE totally made my day :3
Before session started, I asked if anyone wanted to throw their things away. So I left the room and walked to the bin, afterwards headed to the direction of the toilet to wash my hands and etc, when I walked past him. When I walked back..we both looked at each other with that weird looked on each other’s faces.
Me : WHUT?
*when I was nearly beside him <walking>*
Him: * suddenly hits my forehead *
Me: *reaction was too slow so I hit his back & walked off*
I told fel this and she was saying what signs of love and all. Spazzing time with her and also the bad thing that happened to her in the morning. That was when we were having lunch at Macs.. like AGAIN.
She followed me back to church cause I wanted to see Furbe, his dog. Unfortunately, when I reached there his mom left with the dog.. and since he said he was at the meeting room. I brought fel upstairs… was quite shy and abit awkward. hehehe. But awhile later, we just went in and played the piano so it wouldn’t be so awkward. He just had to complained what not nice.. cause the piano was already out of tuned. Then I brought fel to play the organ, sounded way much more better. Then he requested for like 2 songs… but we didn’t play it.
He texted me ’ comeee ‘… so I went there but then he didn’t come so walked away. So I replied ’ what? ‘
Him: Study bio
Me: Just abit weird ya
*he come over to our room side, then come act cute all … then before he went away he fanned the book at me*
Just a little weird but it was a sign still HAHHAHAHA <3
Awhile later, before I left I went up to him and so called poked or tapped the back of his shoulder to say bye… he reaction was like looked up with those eyes… then I left while his good buddy and the other small dude looked at me…just so weird HAHAHAHA
BUT WHO CARES small signs are showing…SWEETNESS OVERLOADED <33
Posted on 6 October ‘13 ,Sunday. xoxo
hehe awesome day :DD went to blue’s house to play with Furbe and fel totally liked the dog cause its too cute to handle and play with :)) and in the end he decided to go cycling with us even though he said what temptation and all that over text before meeting up at his house. WHAT NONSENSE?! and even when I asked him again at his house he was like ’ I don’t know ’ and ‘see how first’. like just totally weird yeah… and Furbe was like so happy the moment she knew I was outside the house when the door was closed HAHAHA so sweet luh kay… she act cute then roll and lay down on the floor :))) so glad she’s alright now!
left the house and headed to ecp afterwards, rented bikes and all… while cycling he kept disturbing me, wanna clash all that then kena KARMA HAHHAHAHA EPIC SHIT. he fell off his bike like sideways, I dont even know how then the freaking woman just walked away like nothing happened… was so damn worried, wanted go buy some water to rinse it off, so he wouldn’t get any infections. But I just gave him a tissue so he could stop the blood hehe :3 then he went to CHEERS to get a drink while we waited & rested for half an hour.. and continued for another 45 mins.
but it was damn weird how he kept disappearing out of nowhere. but overall it was quite okay I guess although we didn’t talk much cause I was talking to fel HAHAHAHA
Had dinner w/ Jamie & Fel @the KOREAN BBQ buffet. He was damn nice too, after passing the $4 he needed to get a drink. He said: ‘text me when you reach home’. so sweet of him, second time he told me to do that HEHEHE XP
alright nights ;)
HAPPENED ON 5 October ‘13
Posted on 6 October ‘13
HAHAHAHAHA that moment yesterday at the library in the evening when I threw a bottle at him…and it almost hit him. He just had to say that I missed it, and couldn’t aim properly all~… so I continued going down the stairs and then I picked the bottle back again and this time I literally hit the head like on the DOT. HEADSHOT!! HAHAHHA XD *quickly hide one corner after and hit him, & tgt with my friends we laughed like crazy, Elgene even sat on the stairs HAHAHAAA* awhile later when we got out from the stairs area… they went missing… like even when I was walking home with Felicia, there was no sight of them at all…
Now I feel kind of bad cause I hit him :/ AND FML, he ain’t replying me :(((( sighh hope I see him later on at the library so that I could somewhat apologise and sayang him HAHAHAH :/ hehe
It’s already 1.47am in the morning so I’ll go to bed first… hopefully he replies me soon :( sighpieee…
happened on #29.Sep.13 (Sunday)
Posted #30.Sep.13 (Monday)
Assumption Feast Day was yesterday, 18 August 2013
The only day out of my 15 years of my life, that I did the most retarded things ever. Dancing around and singing like boss only! Together with the YM peeps, we performed a dance. The song was titled - Alive In Us by Hillsong Young & Free. I was really nervous at the start cause our performance was the first few, as the crowd started coming in. I thought I wouldn’t be able to perform well. But when the music started playing, I totally went ALL OUT, dancing like how I was when I was practicing. But of course, with more energy… and became really HIGHHH as if I had sugar rush. #YOLO I hope I’m getting use to performing on stage :)))) hehe
Had camwhoring moments with the dance crew members!! But not with my crush.. Literally forgotten about it when we left the function room HAHHAHAH too busy spazzing over other matters with Sharon HAHAHHA!!
Oh wells, shall just lose my face and continue doing crazyyy retarded things with the YM peeps! Gonna go around on Sunday to take pictures with my crush and some others~ Random
________________________________________19 August 2013_________
I’m Just Going To Wait Here For The Right Moment~
All I want to say to you is that, I’ve realized how much you mean to me and I’ve been loving you for quite sometime ♥♥♥♥♥
To continue? or To give up?
I’m really confused right now. All these things I hear, those feelings that I feel for him…. Trying my best not to judge. But I really don’t know what I should do. Friends have given me advice but which one is the better way? Following my heart is like one of the hardest thing which is just stand back and let things go the way it’s suppose to turn out. When I told myself that I was going to give up a few days ago… he just had to appear in my dreams and give me this cute soft toy present which was holding like three squarish box parts saying ’ I <3 U ‘. I don’t even know if this dream is even telling me something, to wait? or not to? It’s just strange how I keep falling in love with him over and over again. It’s tiring sometimes. Not even sure if he still has feelings for me.
UGHHHHH FRUSTRATING!!!!! >:((( I shall go play my guitar for awhile and take my medication … I really hope there’s something that would tell me what I should do.
Would you be the Prince and let me be your Princess ?
How should I put everything together and say it here ?
thinking…its rather a HOT day.. pretty sure people will agree with today’s weather..probably raining right now but manage to get home safely even though it was drizzling
f only he had sent me home today.. it has been a really long time since he walked me home.. i miss it :( but its alright! at least he checked that I reached home safely and that already makes me really happy as it shows that he is rather concern :DD its just so strange how he has this one thing about him that makes me fall hard for him when we first met even though many things had happened between us but we just somehow leave those bad past go and continue to be friends.. I don’t get how he is always able to forgive me even though I treated him so badly .. I really want to make it up for what I did to him and to make sure that I don’t repeat the same mistakes to hurt him because of the past I most probably made scars on his heart </3 IF I was given a chance I would really wanna treat him like he’s the world to me.
However I still wonder why he still hangs out with me despite what I did to him with those nasty things I said. Then again I said everything out of anger and ended up hurting him. I really wish that I could erase what happen. But what’s done is done. Those little things that he does…like what happened when we were at the library earlier on…playing with the artificial grass patch and plucking it , throwing it at each other. Seeing that smile on his face today made me really happy although this isn’t how he is usually. It’s really cute how he actually smiles and act gay in front of me trying to imitate me like today HAHAHA! :) while I put my hand on my stomach complaining about my stomach growling and he imitated me a few times looking damn gay BUT FUNNY ! <3<3 and then he flicked his ring…it hit straight onto my forehead and hurt a little.. when he took my phone I was about to grab he like ‘back hugging’ in a way but my other friend was there so it will probably be weird if I did that so I had to maintain abit :/
I want to continue and have such fond memories of us spending time together (:
NO MORE AWKWARDNESS BETWEEN US PLEASE!!
I’m willing to wait for the right moment..I guess there really is such a thing called ‘love at first sight’ and I hope so too! <3
Be. My. Kryptonitezxc.